Tuesday, September 7, 2010

wasted time???

it's been awhile...hmm...maybe not 'a while' i guess...
rainy days like this remind me of you...(i swear this is an involuntary reaction)
your voice, your laughter and your ever so assuring embrace...
seems like it was just yesterday that we come to know each other...
ironically...
it's been 9-fucking months since i walked away...
away from you...
away from your life...
away from everything.
no it's never easy to deal with the pain
neither is it difficult to keep myself from remembering you...
memories played in my mind each day like a movie that has no end...
haunting...
intimidating...
suffocating...
yet, why do i sit here reminiscing times that was lost
and can never be revisit?
i miss you (i guess?)

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