am i really thaaaat bad when it comes to saying 'no'?
do i sound like i'm joking when i told you that i cannot carry the burden you plan to weigh on my shoulders?
why is it that you can easily come to accept someone else's refusal but not mine?
i mean where the fuck you got the impression that i'll agree to whatever you say?
and fuck you for having the fucking nerves to make the decision without my consent!
it's pathetically ironic when you go through all the fucking formalities, put on that fucking mask of yours and act so faking-ly polite to others.
but when it comes to me all you've shown was sheer injustice!
c'mon! be a man and for fuck sake listen to my side of the story!
it's so easy for you to say the job is manageable! you;re leaving anyway, what accountabilities do you have?
but what about me?
you claimed that there will be others who can guide and help me along the way...
oh please!
like 'hellyea' those people will come to my aid when i scream for help.
more likely i'll end up doing other people's shit instead! like how it always turn out to be...
it's so sickening when you say i can QUIT when things get too overwhelming.
FUCK!
since you have so little faith in me from the beginning why not strip my from that fucking list of yours at the first place?
and fuck whatever confidence you have in me because i know i cannot do it!
i know my own limits and i have a fucking valid reason to reject the post.
but did you fucking care?
yup you do actually...only for yourself!
i know you've taught me many things for the past few months but that doesn't mean that i'm suitable for this task.
you've got the wrong girl pal!
the next time you fucking wanna decide on something, make sure you understand the problems others might face instead of leaving them drowning in tears for that selfish plot of yours. fuck off!
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