It's Shattering Bit by Bit...

just because i'm tolerant in nature doesn't mean you can take advantage and act all bossy around me!

was it necessary to show that sour face of yours when i say i don't wanna bring the umbrella? If you're so concern of being drenched in the rain, well then use yours! and that eye-roll thingy you did when i say i don't own a small foldable umbrella...wtf?

and just because of some god-knows-what reasons you suddenly turned all moody and made the whole shopping trip such a frustratingly sulky experience. if something's bothering your mind why don't you just let it out of your chest rather than having me wondering what wrong i have done to make you brood like that!

and for fuck sake don't think that i didn't feel your anger when i went to the washroom on my own and didn't 'invite' you along! cmon! if you need to go then go lar! don't make faces and tell me "you know i wanted to go to the w.c. too?" hey, you could have come along you know? wtf!

no that i haven't known you well enough to tolerate those habits of yours but why does it have to be always you, you and YOU? i'm really tired of being the 'yes' man and trying to be nice just for the sake of friendship.

and the water sports thing...you really tested my patience. i'm a fool to be in such an excited mood to approach you first! did i ever complain when you say you would invite your school friends and cousins? did i say 'oh, i think i'll be lost in your group of friends just because they speak little English?' it's not like i'm not there with you, you know?! i'm so eager to do this with you and yet you just stood me off like that! weren't you the one who ask me to get more people to join? i wouldn't even thought of going to this shit if i knew from the start that you are so reluctant to go! i'm sorry but this time a word of apology simply isn't enough to remedy the lame excuse you gave.

i don't care if you're reading this but if whatever i wrote pisses you off just remember it wasn't easy for me to put up with your demanding ways at the first place! if you think this is vulgar then perhaps you should learn not pry into people's privacy to fulfill your insecurity.