1 teaspoon of disappointment
2 tablespoons of regret
10 ounces of angst
Cups of arguments
Jugs of tears (depends on your liking)
A pinch of hope...
That's my special brew for a perfect broken heart that left me speechless...
"I can’t believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He’s gonna get you and after he’s through
There’s gonna be no love left to rye
And I know that it’s complicated
But I’m a loser in love
So baby raise a glass to mend
All the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends
I’ll never talk again
Oh boy you’ve left me speechless
You’ve left me speechless so speechless"
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
What am I doing here?
Woke up at 6:30am (as usual...VERY reluctant, sigh...)then head for work.
The roads were exceptionally quiet and empty, thanks to the school holidays and Raya. Excellent condition to show off my fast-n-furiously dangerous driving skills (*wink) but kept me wondering why I was not snuggling in bed like what my other colleagues are doing right now. ~DEEP sigh~
It didn't help at all when I was the first to arrive at my office. Dang! No keys. The chilling breeze of the early mornings left me shuttering-cold by the time my colleagues found me. I pinched my nose. Lucky it didn't came off. No frostbite! Hehe..
The office was quiet, except for a faint and rather eerie wave of Raya oldies from the ancient radio across the room.(Though it melodramatic tunes were devastatingly tarnished by my male colleagues singing UGHH~) Here I am, FB-ing and checking out wacky parody videos posted by "The Wang and Only"^^ I even have time to revisit my old FB games which I have long abandoned since the beginning of year 2010. (You can guess how much free time I have XP)
One by one, my colleagues sneak away from the office (I doubt they will return until 4:30pm). Guess I am stuck in this office for the rest of my beautiful Wednesday...
tik tok tik tok...
Can't wait for 4:30pm
Can I steal bone (curi tulang) too?
The roads were exceptionally quiet and empty, thanks to the school holidays and Raya. Excellent condition to show off my fast-n-furiously dangerous driving skills (*wink) but kept me wondering why I was not snuggling in bed like what my other colleagues are doing right now. ~DEEP sigh~
It didn't help at all when I was the first to arrive at my office. Dang! No keys. The chilling breeze of the early mornings left me shuttering-cold by the time my colleagues found me. I pinched my nose. Lucky it didn't came off. No frostbite! Hehe..
The office was quiet, except for a faint and rather eerie wave of Raya oldies from the ancient radio across the room.(Though it melodramatic tunes were devastatingly tarnished by my male colleagues singing UGHH~) Here I am, FB-ing and checking out wacky parody videos posted by "The Wang and Only"^^ I even have time to revisit my old FB games which I have long abandoned since the beginning of year 2010. (You can guess how much free time I have XP)
One by one, my colleagues sneak away from the office (I doubt they will return until 4:30pm). Guess I am stuck in this office for the rest of my beautiful Wednesday...
tik tok tik tok...
Can't wait for 4:30pm
Can I steal bone (curi tulang) too?
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
wasted time???
it's been awhile...hmm...maybe not 'a while' i guess...
rainy days like this remind me of you...(i swear this is an involuntary reaction)
your voice, your laughter and your ever so assuring embrace...
seems like it was just yesterday that we come to know each other...
ironically...
it's been 9-fucking months since i walked away...
away from you...
away from your life...
away from everything.
no it's never easy to deal with the pain
neither is it difficult to keep myself from remembering you...
memories played in my mind each day like a movie that has no end...
haunting...
intimidating...
suffocating...
yet, why do i sit here reminiscing times that was lost
and can never be revisit?
i miss you (i guess?)
rainy days like this remind me of you...(i swear this is an involuntary reaction)
your voice, your laughter and your ever so assuring embrace...
seems like it was just yesterday that we come to know each other...
ironically...
it's been 9-fucking months since i walked away...
away from you...
away from your life...
away from everything.
no it's never easy to deal with the pain
neither is it difficult to keep myself from remembering you...
memories played in my mind each day like a movie that has no end...
haunting...
intimidating...
suffocating...
yet, why do i sit here reminiscing times that was lost
and can never be revisit?
i miss you (i guess?)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
the last farewell...(casssiopeia, 7 wonders, ah jie, Ms Dzeelfa and my darling roomate)
could words describe
the feelings inside
the wanting to cry
and say no to 'goodbye'
oh, time really fiies
i did not realize
with tear-cloudied eyes
wished reality was a lie
here the truth lies
right now at this time
i have to kiss you goodbye
but…
may friendship never dies
the feelings inside
the wanting to cry
and say no to 'goodbye'
oh, time really fiies
i did not realize
with tear-cloudied eyes
wished reality was a lie
here the truth lies
right now at this time
i have to kiss you goodbye
but…
may friendship never dies
Monday, February 8, 2010
Fast Forward and Rewind
Tik tok tik tok…
The sound of the clock
reminds me of something that-
I’ve almost forgot.
In one week’s time,
we’ll all divide
and go separate ways of our lives…
Oh, how time flies!
To my friends, comrades and couple of enemies or two,
Let me speak a word of truth:
Believe it or not-
It’s time to untie the knot.
It’s painful, it hurts
The aftermath- worse!
But let’s not forget
All the wonderful things we’ve shared!
Flashback to our very first year.
Trying hard to focus ‘cause the picture’s so blur…
There, I see many innocent faces
looking forward to four years of challenges!
Assignments tumble like avalanche slides-
yet shopping and having fun was never out of our minds!
Second and third year was quite solemn to me,
We’ve lost Keera and Hsiang Ping, you see.
Up in the heavens where they rest in peace,
They are the friends that we’ll truly miss!
Conflicts and anger almost made us shatter
But thanks to theatre-
that brought us closer again together!
Tik tok tik tok…
The clock reminds me of something that-
Oh God, I wish I could stop!
Let time freezes this moment
and make it permanent,
for I can never bear the pain of this separation!
Some will be able to meet again,
But to many,
12th Feb will be the end.
Hugs and kisses, do whatever you can
Make your friends know-
Friendship has no end!
As I walk into the new chapters of my life
These memories are the batteries that keep me alive
For nothing will be the reason I forget
The laughter, the joy and the tears we’ve shed
Tik tok tik tok…
Til we meet again…
The sound of the clock
reminds me of something that-
I’ve almost forgot.
In one week’s time,
we’ll all divide
and go separate ways of our lives…
Oh, how time flies!
To my friends, comrades and couple of enemies or two,
Let me speak a word of truth:
Believe it or not-
It’s time to untie the knot.
It’s painful, it hurts
The aftermath- worse!
But let’s not forget
All the wonderful things we’ve shared!
Flashback to our very first year.
Trying hard to focus ‘cause the picture’s so blur…
There, I see many innocent faces
looking forward to four years of challenges!
Assignments tumble like avalanche slides-
yet shopping and having fun was never out of our minds!
Second and third year was quite solemn to me,
We’ve lost Keera and Hsiang Ping, you see.
Up in the heavens where they rest in peace,
They are the friends that we’ll truly miss!
Conflicts and anger almost made us shatter
But thanks to theatre-
that brought us closer again together!
Tik tok tik tok…
The clock reminds me of something that-
Oh God, I wish I could stop!
Let time freezes this moment
and make it permanent,
for I can never bear the pain of this separation!
Some will be able to meet again,
But to many,
12th Feb will be the end.
Hugs and kisses, do whatever you can
Make your friends know-
Friendship has no end!
As I walk into the new chapters of my life
These memories are the batteries that keep me alive
For nothing will be the reason I forget
The laughter, the joy and the tears we’ve shed
Tik tok tik tok…
Til we meet again…
I’m Waiting…
I’m looking forward to tonight’s dinner,
only ourselves minus silly juniors.
Enjoying the food, music and laughter…
Where assignments and exams don’t seem to matter.
To friends who are busy preparing the dishes,
I send my regards and also wishes-
Thank you for going through all these trouble!
Don’t worry, ‘cause tonight I’ll eat double!!!
A big applause to those who chooses songs,
I hope tonight we can dance all night long.
Although BSB is nothing like a chilling cool club,
at least it serves well as a gathering hub.
Let’s pray for a good weather tonight,
so that the BBQ fire will light.
And may the fellowship go well and alright,
May we have an unforgettable event this night!
only ourselves minus silly juniors.
Enjoying the food, music and laughter…
Where assignments and exams don’t seem to matter.
To friends who are busy preparing the dishes,
I send my regards and also wishes-
Thank you for going through all these trouble!
Don’t worry, ‘cause tonight I’ll eat double!!!
A big applause to those who chooses songs,
I hope tonight we can dance all night long.
Although BSB is nothing like a chilling cool club,
at least it serves well as a gathering hub.
Let’s pray for a good weather tonight,
so that the BBQ fire will light.
And may the fellowship go well and alright,
May we have an unforgettable event this night!
Saturday, February 6, 2010
The REAL REAL Bad Romance
I was just a silly girl
Wandering in this brand new world
Trying to figure out
What was life all about
Then you came by my way
Shone my life like sunshine ray
Watching stars from the top of your roof
Time stopped as if Earth didn’t move
Life was a sweet treat everyday
We kissed from morning ‘til the day turns grey
Then one fine day to my dismay
Her phone call took my love away
Chorus:
Thank you for all the pain
Thank you for the blame and shame
You put under my name
I was just plain Jane
Nothing but a character in your game
It irks to see you standing there smiling in vain
You had all the fame
Now I know why they say you’re lame
But nothing ain’t gonna be the same
When I say: ‘Bring the rain!’
Wandering in this brand new world
Trying to figure out
What was life all about
Then you came by my way
Shone my life like sunshine ray
Watching stars from the top of your roof
Time stopped as if Earth didn’t move
Life was a sweet treat everyday
We kissed from morning ‘til the day turns grey
Then one fine day to my dismay
Her phone call took my love away
Chorus:
Thank you for all the pain
Thank you for the blame and shame
You put under my name
I was just plain Jane
Nothing but a character in your game
It irks to see you standing there smiling in vain
You had all the fame
Now I know why they say you’re lame
But nothing ain’t gonna be the same
When I say: ‘Bring the rain!’
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